selfishness hinders

Job 41, 42 and Matthew 16

Big passage today. Lots to cover. As usual, I’ll start in the Old Testament. Job 41 and 42 are different from each other. Job 41 is God talking about the leviathan. This creature exemplifies God’s power unlike any other. Verses 3-4 and 10-11 were the most powerful to me. God asks Job in verse 10, “Who then is he who can stand before me?” I love that. God is scary! “Whatever is under the whole heaven is mine. Chapter 42 was Job’s response, and God’s consequent reactions to his response. Job reduced himself and asked God’s forgiveness (v6), and God blessed him for it (v17).

Matthew 16 seems to really be answering lots of my questions. For one, why did Matthew record two accounts of Jesus feeding the masses? The two stories were so similar, and seemed so very redundant. Verse 10 gave me some insight. But I’m getting ahead of myself. The chapter opens with Jesus being pressed by the Pharisees and Sadducees [sad-you-see] for some signs to prove his claims. Jesus shuts them right down in verse 4.

An evil and adultrous generation seeks for a sign, but no sign will be given it except the sign of Jonah.

What is the sign of Jonah? I don’t know. But I thought of my generation, how we are always saying “Prove it.” And the biggest issue is that we don’t know anything is wrong.

In 5-12, Jesus uses some figurative language with the disciples, and they totally miss it. But the point was his warning of the Pharisees’ teachings. This was the section that needs the account of the four thousand in chapter 15. Jesus asks them specifically about these two events, saying basically, What do I have to do to show you?!

Verses 13-20 are labeled “Peter Confesses Jesus as the Christ.” This is an honest title, but it seemed to be so much more to me. I loved verse 15. “But who do you say that I am?” It’s always a personal choice, this life. We can’t even go by the fact that it is true. You’ve still got to believe, just as Peter does (eventually). And Jesus blesses Peter’s confession. Big time. Just read the book of Acts. Peter is hard-core (but, of course, flawed). I was kind of confused why Jesus told them not to tell anyone that he was the Christ. It’s not confusing, really, just interesting.

The last part of Matthew 16 is broken into two sections, but I felt like they should be kept together. It is one scene, where Jesus foretells his death and ressurrection, and Peter gets kind of upset about it. He told Jesus he wouldn’t let it happen. Jesus rebukes him, even calls him Satan. Peter was only thinking selfishly and not “on the things of God.” Right after that, Jesus turns to the others, as I see it, and explains to the group that we must die to our own desires and think only what is good in the eyes of God. This message to them seems a response to Peter’s selfishness. Verse 28 seemed odd, again. After praying about it, I think it has something to do with quality of life for evil people. I’ve heard people say, “Why do bad people live so comfortably and have so much when good people are getting screwed over?” And this just says to me, that Jesus will serve them what they’ve earned at the end of our days. Another bit on selfishness.

Lord, thank you so much for just being you. I am so grateful for all that you are. Please stay with me and help me to not think so selfishly. Let my desires die and let me live only for you. Thank you for your Word and your teaching. I love you, Jesus.

responses

Job 38, 39, 40 and Matthew 15:21-39

Another tough day. These two passages are really difficult for me to draw something applicable out of, but I’ll get into it and I think it will work out.

The Lord finally answers Job! Job has been through a lot by this time, and he’s really discouraged and now he’s not been thinking clearly. He has been basically blaming God for what’s going on. Today, God tells him who’s boss. It was really quite a read. God is saying all these weird things that nature does by itself because God made it that way, but asking Job how it works. Then Job tries to apologize, but God was just getting warmed up. He starts talking about these really magnificent animals that reflect God’s ferocity. I really liked, though, that as soon as Elihu was done introducing God for us, God shows up in a whirlwind. In a whirlwind. That’s classy. God asks Job if he will make it rain in 38:34. I love the word picture in 39:19-20:

Do you give the horse his might?
Do you clothe his neck with a mane?
Do you make him leap like the locust?
His majestic snorting is terrifying.

It goes on to describe this animal that God poured his power and strength into. Job 40:9 gave me chills.

This is one of those passages that I just don’t know what to do with. It’s quite odd. Matthew 15:21-29 is this story of a Canaanite woman’s faith. See, Jesus is a Jew. And Jews and gentiles don’t get along. But when Jesus went over to Tyre and Sidon, and was going to do some sort of ministry over there, this Canaanite woman tells him her daughter is demon-possessed. The disciples are like, “Get lost. Tell her to get lost, Jesus.” And that’s when Jesus has this conversation with her.

[Jesus] answered, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.” She said, “Yes, Lord, yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.” Then Jesus answered her, “O woman, great is your faith!”

What? Did we read the right thing? Did I miss something? I think it was mostly about her calling him (and knowing in her heart) Master. I don’t know what to do about it though. And coming back to Job, this passage just serves as a great reminder of what God really is: terrifyingly beautiful.

Lord, I ask that you would continue to teach me these wondrous things about you. Help me to love you more because you are worthy to be praised. Thank you for everything that you do for me. Thank you for your Word and your teaching. I love you, Jesus.

a dangerous God

Job 36, 37 and Matthew 15:1-20

All right. Big day today. Job 36 is pretty freakin’ cool. Elihu is going crazy on Job and Job is feeling the burn. In chapter 36, Elihu goes on about how great God is, and if Job was God, he wouldn’t be so selfish or confused. Job needed to remember that this is the same God he served so faithfully before, and even though times are tough (that’s an understatement!), God is still in control. Then, in chapter 37, Elihu talks about the MAJESTY of God. This passage gave me chills.

Some verses that stuck out to me in chapter 36 were 10-11 and19. That first one tells how God rewards us when we honor Him. The second verse was more like a kick in the pants to me. Elihu is like, Is all this complaining going to help!? I’m a complainer, so this hit home. Verses 37:14 and 24 just made me stop. I paused and I reread them.

Stop and consider the wondrous works of God….he does not regard any who are wise in their own conceit.

And now on to Matthew 15. I noticed that in the first verse here, it says the Pharisees and scribes came to Jesus from Jerusalem. I don’t know how far that is, because I didn’t look it up, but I would imagine its a good distance. I chuckled a little. They thought they had something good on Jesus. Haha. He was pinned, they thought. But then Jesus, like a Bible-ninja, whips out Isaiah on them! Go Jesus. But then I read that passage from Isaiah. It’s us. It’s our generation, our country.

This people honors me with their lips, but their heart is far from me; in vain do they worship me.
Matthew 15:8-9a

So Jesus pissed off the Pharisees again, and the disciples were confused about the meaning of Jesus’ words. They are so dense! But Jesus teaches them. And I felt moved again in verse 19. These are things that my heart wants. It takes me making a conscious effort to worship Jesus alone, and love him alone.

Lord, thank you for speaking so many things to me today. I appreciate how much you care for me, even when I continually disobey you. Help me today to understand your majesty even more and remind me that you are a good God. Jesus, help me to have a heart for you. I want the outpouring of my life to be your fruit and sweet-tasting to you. I want to worship you alone, Jesus! Even when I make these stupid mistakes, I really just want you! Thank you for your Word and your teaching. I love you, Jesus.

Safe? Who said anything about safe? ‘Course he isn’t safe. But he’s good.
– C.S. Lewis

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